Through the Window He Never Sees

A quiet love that endures beyond life, watching what can no longer be touched

He wakes before the alarm, as he always does. His hand searches the edge of the nightstand without looking, fingers brushing past the book he fell asleep reading. The room is dim, colored by the gray of early morning. I watch him sit up slowly, shoulders stiff from years of the same mattress. He rubs his face, exhales, and for a fleeting second he looks younger, like the man I first met, the man who once promised me forever on a rainy afternoon.

He walks to the kitchen, bare feet soundless on the floorboards. The kettle clicks on, the same brand of coffee beans he insists on grinding fresh every morning. The sound is harsh yet comforting, familiar in a way that settles deep in me. He leans against the counter, head bowed, while the smell of coffee begins to fill the air. I know how he loves the first sip, the way his eyes close as if it is more than a habit, as if it is a ritual that holds the day still for just a moment.

The Details That Never Change

He still uses the chipped mug I once teased him about, the one he refuses to replace. He opens the window just a crack, letting cool air mingle with the steam rising from his cup. I notice every small gesture, the way he adjusts the chair at the table, how he keeps the folded newspaper at his left, phone face down to his right. He takes the same deep breath before reading, as if bracing himself for whatever the world has become overnight.

Sometimes I wish I could reach out and trace the line of his jaw, still firm though marked with age, or smooth the strand of hair that always falls across his forehead. I could, but he would not feel it. He never does.

Watching the Life We Built

He walks through rooms that hold our life like a collage. The photos on the walls, the postcards on the fridge, the couch that still dips where we used to sit side by side. There are books we bought together, their spines bent from evenings spent reading aloud. A faint dent remains on the cushion where I always sat. I see him pause at the window sometimes, staring at the garden we planted. The roses bloom earlier now. He keeps tending them, even if no one compliments them anymore.

When he laughs on the phone, it is the same laugh that made me fall in love with him decades ago. It rises warm and unguarded. I smile every time, though he never notices. He speaks less now, but his voice still carries that same kindness, even in silence.

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Moments That Feel Like Forever

Some evenings he sits with a glass of wine, turning it slowly in his hand. He talks to me without knowing, about the news, about neighbors, about aches in his knees that bother him more lately. His words drift through the room, half to himself, half to the air. I listen to every one, treasuring the way his voice fills the spaces we used to share. Sometimes I close my eyes and pretend he is talking to me the way he used to.

At night, he sometimes reaches for my side of the bed. Not always. Just enough to remind me he remembers. He leaves the lamp on longer than he needs, as if afraid of the dark. Or maybe he is afraid of the silence that fills the room when the light goes out. I wish I could tell him that I still lie beside him, that I never stopped.

The Weight of What Is Missing

I notice the way he hesitates when people ask about me. His eyes soften, his hands fold in his lap as if holding something fragile. He rarely speaks of me, but he keeps my belongings where they were. My favorite book still rests by the chair, the sweater I always wore in the evenings folded neatly in the closet. The perfume bottle I left half used gathers dust on the dresser. These pieces of me wait, like I do.

I stay close. I see him in every detail, in every habit that carries my shadow. He does not know how much I wish I could tell him that I am still here, that I never left, that I love him exactly as I did when my voice could answer his.

The Final Realization

But he cannot hear me. He cannot feel the way I linger beside him when he sleeps, the way I follow him through the house, the way I trace the outline of his life like a map I know by heart. To him, I am only memory, a photograph, a silence too heavy to name.

I watch him now as he sips his coffee, eyes on the morning light. He does not know that I am on the other side of everything we built, looking in through a window he cannot see. Because I am no longer among the living. My love remains, but I am gone. And still, I stay.

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Thanks for reading. Written by Jon from ClickWorldDaily

I write stories for those who feel things deeply, but quietly.

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