Not All Prisoners Regret

Some cages are built from love that refused to look away.

Cold Rooms, Waiting Hours

The room is cold. Not the kind that bites. The kind that waits.

He sits on the edge of the small metal bed. The mattress is thin. Time makes it thinner.

There is a window, high up. Too high to reach. The light through it is white, almost holy, like a priest that forgot how to bless.

The air smells of bleach and breath. Sometimes, beneath the bleach, he swears he can smell earth, or rain, or distant gasoline.

No clocks here. But he knows when the guards change. He knows when the food tray will slide through the bottom of the door. He knows when the silence becomes a sound of its own.

He has a name, but most days, he forgets it. In here, you become what you did. Not who you are. Not who you were.

They called him a criminal. They used words like rage, violence, premeditated.

He just sat there, hands folded. There are scars on his knuckles he never had before.

He remembers the feeling of cold metal. Not a weapon, just a house key pressed hard into his palm, cutting a shape into his skin.

Birdsong and Memories That Don’t Settle

There’s a bird that lands outside the window some mornings. He doesn’t know what kind. Just that it sings once, sharply, and leaves. Never two notes. Never a second glance.

He envies that. The ability to arrive, announce, and vanish. He wonders if the bird knows how much the sound means here, or if it’s only performing for its own survival.

Some nights he dreams of water. Not oceans. Just rain on a windshield. The slow rhythm of it. His son in the back seat, humming something. A plastic dinosaur in one hand. He always wakes before the car arrives anywhere.

He doesn’t allow himself to follow the dream too far. Dreams can turn on you. Sometimes he wakes with his hands clenched, arms aching from holding something invisible.

Once he thought the nightmares would fade. Instead, they just learned new disguises.

Questions No One Wants Answered

They ask if he regrets it.

He says nothing.

What would he say? That justice and grief sometimes wear the same face? That he didn't choose this cage; he answered a scream?

The silence does the answering for him.

One guard asks more than the others. "You ever wish you could go back?"

He doesn’t reply. He wants to say: I go back every night. But the words taste like betrayal.

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Some burdens become part of you, a silent key you never let go. Even a simple key around your neck can hold a lifetime. A key that keeps its silence.

Courtrooms and Old Wood

He remembers the courtroom. The wood of the witness stand smelled like old pencils and polish. People stared like he was something ancient. Not dangerous, just archaic. Like the world had moved on and left his kind behind.

There was a chair left empty in the second row. His wife sat beside it, eyes lost somewhere between love and horror. On her other side, her brother's photograph stared out from a folded program, just visible between her fingers.

A stranger in the gallery glared at him with red, angry eyes, mouthing words he didn’t understand. Somewhere behind the glass, a face he once trusted turned away.

When the System Forgets Who to Protect

What do you do when the system forgets how to protect?

You remember.

You remember small shoes left at the door. You remember bedtime stories interrupted by long silences. You remember a change in a child’s laugh. The way joy falters when touched by fear.

You ask. They deny. You ask again. And eventually, the truth falls out. Not loud. Just broken.

And then you stop asking.

You act.

The door was unlocked that night. He remembers how quiet the hallway felt. No anger left, just a strange kind of duty. It was over quickly. Not like the movies. There was no speech, no warning, just a final end to the waiting.

Endurance, Not Regret

Not all prisoners regret. Some just endure.

Because regret belongs to those who wish they hadn’t. He doesn’t wish that.

He wishes it had never been necessary.

He thinks about how much life fits in a single decision. How many futures can end in one heartbeat, and how much emptiness fills the aftermath.

The Versions People Never See

They don’t know the version of him that stayed up for nights trying to believe the story wasn't true.

They only know the version that walked into a house with eyes full of fire.

They don’t see the man who held his son afterwards, whispering, you’re safe now. They only see the blood, not the fear it washed away.

Once, he tried to write a letter to his son. He didn’t finish. He folded the page into a small square, placed it beneath his pillow, and never looked at it again.

Some stories you only tell with your presence, not your words.

What Remains in a Cage

There’s peace, sometimes, in here.

Not freedom. But peace.

Because some cages aren’t punishments. Some are echoes. Some are shrines.

Every morning he wakes up and counts. Not the days. The breaths. Because his son is still breathing.

There are others here who watch him, sometimes with judgment, sometimes with a kind of understanding that doesn’t need words.

He wonders if any of them know what it’s like to save someone by losing yourself entirely.

And that’s the only number that matters.

Louder Than the Law

Let them say guilty.

Let them write it in ink and speak it in court.

He wrote it in action.

They call it murder.

But a father knows the difference.

He knows he killed the monster in his son’s room, and the hardest part is remembering that the monster once had a familiar face at family dinners.

Some actions are louder than the law.

And sometimes a key becomes more than metal.

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Further Reading: Shadows That Stay

Predators in Polite Clothing
Even in polite company, danger sometimes wears a familiar smile.

The Ones Who Tried and Disappeared
Not every act of courage is witnessed. Some vanish, but their echoes remain.

She Ironed His Uniform, Then Folded the Years
Some stories of loyalty and sacrifice remain unspoken, tucked away with what’s left behind.

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