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Altitude Wasn’t the Only Thing They Lost

Some things don’t descend. They vanish. It wasn’t supposed to rain that morning. But the clouds had that thick, unfinished look. The kind that makes you pause before locking the door. Not fear. Just hesitation. A sense. Somewhere, coffee cups were cooling beside departure gates. Children were counting the wheels of passing luggage. The smell of cinnamon from overpriced pastries hung in terminals where time folds strangely. Airports always feel like waiting rooms for lives that haven’t started yet. And then, the sky made a different kind of sound. Not thunder. Not wind. Just an absence that arrived too early. You don’t always hear impact. Sometimes you just feel it in your spine. A coldness that travels through screens. The breaking news banner didn’t scream. It whispered. Like someone trying not to wake the room. Flight numbers became names. Then lists. Then stories too quickly politicized or buried. But there’s always a moment – right before the world reacts – when grief is still huma...

Notes From the Other Side of the Glass

Some aches only speak through glass. Some silences know your name. 🎧 Listen to the narrated version of this story: Windows, Walls, and Other Borders You sit behind your own glass, watching the world move in its uncertain patterns. Sometimes, the glass feels like a window, sometimes a barrier. There are mornings when gratitude is easy. You count the certainties, the simple reliefs. Coffee, a door that locks, the quiet hum of appliances. The ordinary warmth of knowing where your next meal will come from. But there are days you sense how thin the barrier is. It is easy to forget how luck arranges the rooms we wake up in. You reach for bread and remember, distantly, that someone else is learning to live without it. Empathy is not automatic. Sometimes it has to be chosen, even rehearsed, like a language you fear you are forgetting. If You Woke Up Elsewhere What if you woke up in a life you only read about? What if the aches you scroll past each morning were your own? The thought ...

Predators in Polite Clothing

Subtle Shadows at Dusk. 🎧 Listen to the narrated version of this story: Something ancient lingers at the edge of every city, a hush that settles in when lights begin to flicker on and animals, somewhere far from traffic and screens, sharpen their senses. The wild is never as far away as it seems. In that hour just before night, there’s a quiet shifting: antelopes press their bodies into long grass, listening for the dry rustle of predators. Birds hush mid-song. Eyes open wider. Somewhere, teeth glint:silent, patient, undecided. You can feel the air tighten, electric with the possibility of chase. This is the atmosphere of survival, thick with knowing. But this isn’t just a savanna or a forest. This is everywhere. It is inside offices, elevators, lobbies. It is on public transport, in waiting rooms, in cafeterias lined with laughter that has an aftertaste of calculation. Sometimes, the jungle looks like a handshake. Sometimes, it dresses in gray wool and Italian shoes. When t...

After the Badge, After the Titles, After the Noise

Some mornings last longer than the years that made them. The First Mornings You still wake up early. Not because you have to. But because your body hasn’t realized it’s no longer needed at 7 a.m. You sit on the edge of the bed. The house is too quiet. There are no meetings today. There’s no inbox. No calls. No one waiting for a signature or a decision or a nod from you. You’re free. That’s what they called it. You wander to the kitchen, put on water for coffee, not because you crave it, but because it’s what you do. Or what you did, when the world had a rhythm and your name echoed through hallways and emails. Now, it echoes nowhere. Where the Noise Used to Be You open the drawer where your ID badge used to go. Empty. The lanyard is still hanging behind the door, like a stethoscope without breath. Retirement. The word sounded soft when they said it at your farewell party. You smiled. You meant it. You thought you meant it. But now you’re staring into mornings that don’t ask anything of ...

The Scarecrow Who Sang Anyway

The ink had dried before anyone arrived. 🎧 Listen to the narrated version of this story: A Room That Remembers More Than It Holds He wrote it anyway. In a room with a roof that leaked selectively, only when he doubted himself, he stacked his words like matchsticks. Fragile, combustible. Ready to catch flame if anyone ever struck the right kind of gaze across them. But no one did. He kept writing. His desk was not wood but memory, carved out of years that no longer had names. The chair creaked in a familiar protest, a rhythm he no longer noticed. Time did not pass in this place. It hovered. Hesitated. Then sat beside him like an uninvited editor. There were pages that never turned into books. Books that never met spines. Characters that only lived between the hours of two and four in the morning, when the world was too tired to interrupt. Sometimes, he imagined a reader. Not a crowd. Just one. Someone who would find a line and feel less alone for a heartbeat. He wrote for tha...

The Space Between Living and Being: A Quiet Collapse of Meaning

Sometimes, even breathing feels borrowed. It doesn’t begin with a scream. It begins with the absence of one. You wake up. You sit up. You scroll. That’s not living. That’s continuing. There are mornings that feel like someone else’s. Days that pass like background noise. You eat. You reply. You move. But something in you is paused. Still buffering. This is the space between living and being. You remember the first time you felt alive. Not happy. Not entertained. But alive. It might have been in a forest. At a concert. Holding someone’s trembling hand. Or maybe in the middle of a storm. The kind that makes the windows rattle and the power go out. The kind where silence becomes holy. Why does aliveness visit us like weather? Unscheduled. Uncontrolled. We design lives that are efficient. Comfortable. Predictable. But not porous. And without porousness, there is no wonder. The Disappearance of Wonder You start to notice the flattening. How delight gets replaced by productivity. How curiosi...